Can someone please help me ? I've been trying to get a small loan of $4230 ,, I'm on a disability pension?

ive tried all banks , ive tried pay day lenders and now im thinking of hocking a family air-loom ring valued at 7000, im willling to pay via direct debit but this doesnt work either,, i keep getting scammed with overseas lenders and have lost $90 already ( im Know im stupid ) . does anyone know someone in australia that direct lends ? i have two previous defaults from a past relationship which is stopping me from going any further to banks etc,, im looking for someone who can just put a bit of trust into my wife and i!! and loan us the money which is needed for me to secure aids to help with me dissability, (spinal fusion ) an extra $1500 would be great to take the kiddies away for a short break but i think i"d need a mirical, please dont respond with fake or false lenders i cant afford to be scammed any more.. thank you . my email address is ljcady_33@yahoo.com.au . emailing answers/application forms would be preffered. thanks again